Xaviera.Nicole

Sep 21, 2010

I always pray that someday I'll meet my angel ,
& begin my love story like the romance drama .

& Finally I'd thought I found him ,
He's incredible , romantic , understanding
He respects my space ,
He gave me roses ,
He cooks for me ,
He sing me to sleep ,
He were my eyes when I couldn't see in the dark ,
He hugs me thru the night ,
He kiss me thru the phone ,
He tells me he loves me every time ,
He makes me candles ,
He walk with me through every obstacles & gave me every support I needed ,
He saw the best there was in me ,
I had all his love & I'm grateful for all the joy he brought into my life ,
I love the way he close his eyes , his lashes against mine ,
Through every lies he is the truth & I couldn't ask for anything better ~

We said we will never leave , I said it must be fate .

Right now I'm losing words for you , my angel .
At this moment what else have you not said ?
Could we fix what you broke ?

I tried to ignore how it felt , what I knew, still , I could never stop this feeling .
I wasn't looking for this , now , you took away all of my hopes & desires .
We can't get back like before cuz' I'm afraid that my emotions would be out of control .
My heart feels as if it is being rip apart, tell me how to stop this feelings .

My vision are blurred , I try to hold my tears off & dare not let it drop .
I couldn't find anyone to understand the torture of this emptiness .
I fall in love several times but happiness never stays ~
Memories are still swirling , when I woke up from my dream, I wonder what is left ,
realizing the happiness I want disappeared .

Guess we're both tired ~

Now that I have chosen to accept knowing that there's no turning back ,
be it silly or stupid whatever they called .
I need to fight this , I have to make it right for the wrong that he has done .
Regardless of whatever outcome would it be , at least I did my part .
Everyone makes mistakes , we should forgive & forget .

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Another promise another sin . blogg-ed at 3:39:00 PM

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